Again and again,
Thoughts of you consume me,
Every waking breath and sleeping tear
I just can’t seem to get you out of my mind.

The worst memory of the past
Has been erased from my mind.
Nothing left but sweet thoughts
Sweet thoughts of you…

Forgiveness was instinctive,
I couldn’t get mad at you for so long,
Love allows me to.
Despite of everything.
I’ve forgave.

Now I fear, Its back to you,
A million tears shed, a thousand breaths said
I’ll get over you somehow,
But I don’t know just how.

For I’m still hoping,
Im still dreaming.
Love keeps me here.
Love gives me hope.
Hope that someday
You’ll be able to see
How much I love you,
How much I care.

I’m sorry that I didn’t take the chance
I’m sorry that I didn’t fight for you
I can’t turn back time
But I lift it all up to fate.

May she gives me a chance to prove myself to you
To let me show you how I love you
More than my life itself.

But right now, im backing a stone away,
Freeing you for I know you don’t want anything to do with me right now.
Even if It hurts me soo bad seeing you
And how badly I want to give you a hug
Yet I stop myself, for I know you wouldn’t want that.

It hurts me so much
Hearing so much about another girl
When all I wanted was to love you
Not even asking you to love me back
But just letting me be.

It hurts me so much
Because I have to keep everything to myself.
I couldn’t reach out to you, hug you and kiss you.
You keep searching for that love of your life
But you don’t realize that I would give up anything and everything for you.

but you know what hurts more?
Is that I have so much to give
But you just turn away, not even looking back.