spoiled brat!

i really do admit that im a spoiled brat! i really am. My parents just got home from bankok and of course they had a lot of stuff for me. its not that they forgot my bro and sis but i guess i was the most remembered one. hey, what can i do, im the youngest, i get what i want. But honestly, i sometimes feel guilty because most attention is on me, even from my bro and sis. When they are out, they always ext me if i want something or if i need anything. I guess im just lucky too have them. I know that and i admittedly i do take advantage of it sometimes. I dont actually mind the attention too much especially since its very beneficial for me but there are times that i am obligated to do what they want me to do cuz of it. This is a wierd complaint huh? i am complaining that im being spoiled and a brat at that plus they are not pushing me to do anything!
I think thats the problem, they are not pushing to be anybody but myself. although sometimes i wish they would so that i would know what to do with my life already! Its sooo hard to decide. well, i know that i'm one of the luckiest people in the world to have a family like them and im wondering why the hell im complaining? am i that guilty? hmm...